Letra de Ill Ender
These tears are only empty vesselsRaining down upon this Ill, hopeless, bloodstained terrain I once hoped to strive here I never thought I'd die herePain gives them strength They laugh and watch my breakdown Weep as I may screaming in fright Nobody caresA plea for help falls on deaf ears Flawed ritual, eager to fleeScreaming to the masses In hope that they would hear They pretended to care Deceivers They all nodded with concern Fake reassuring gestures As if that changed anythingDocumented and filed away Strategies and detailed plans Focus group shamsAnother bell, another searing message Another threat, another sinister taunt I try to ignore the pain I try to numb it with a bladeMy once delicate skin Is a caricature Of the child I used to be So sweet, so innocentA few more slices The red makes their words subside Digging deeper in my forearm Used to make me feel so fineBut lately this feels so boring Fresh canvas is what I need To paint and maim a new ideaAnother bell, another searing message Another threat, another sinister taunt I try to ignore the pain I try to numb it with a bladeSo rejuvenated, let's make someone else weep They have consumed me whole essence is fuelled by hate I strive to endure, but that end seems too late Far too lateShattered, blind and weeping Broken empty human I finally decide to rest Their spiteful words and voicesContinuously constant echoing Never ending cycle repeating within meI cry out for guidance To sullen overpacked ears There is no one that can help me There is no one that caresI found my father's gun I brought it to school I shook as I fired it I screamed as they did too I hoped that this would end it But it just made things worse